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has a giant hand diagrammed in front of her place: P8 d2 ]+ K5 |8 C) q! w' s/ U* t! F
on West Tennessee.
0 k! a- f3 x( f) z8 O# C/ a It towers above a kudzu hill as if8 I) Q9 I' M) I7 m7 I+ V
to offer a cosmic How!
" P9 |. i& ~) y' m1 N as in Hello! from a long o- }: i6 g# W* {0 ]% B; A
way off, as in how
' j. p9 \5 |( u) {* P she already knows) s# c' r* N: c4 s6 D6 N+ F
the sundry screwed up ways a day
& x" r8 S# M1 M' z' @. r can go days before
/ ?! \, u, X t5 B I park my wreck on the hill again beside
' C# ?" ?% j/ ?% }( }( g' f% a her white Mercedes.
7 S/ j6 W- p/ H0 E O little slice of Lebanon!
/ s$ U. p3 ]# _ O cedar scented: U3 Q! L. V& k' m; B
cards fanned like feathers" f1 p+ o `, h3 u
of a Byzantine peacock!
" X2 ?4 C: Z+ X/ F; o5 J; v Tell me again how I might have been a fine lawyer,$ _$ C& R, V: K6 L
that I'll raise four kids in Tallahassee,
3 q R, `) ]% j/ ]8 g; V5 h how I married-it's true-on my lunch break-Yez4 W/ L4 c+ K! O4 c+ g
she took you to lunch okay a zeven year lunch ha ha!
l0 z( Y' f q2 s* r Incense. Mini-shrine.
" r; c) @& Z0 G, _/ n0 L) z! v) ~ A wagon train of chihuahuas snoozing by her slippers.
- F/ i- k# H y$ Q F. D You have anxious about a furniture… I do.
# E9 a. k1 U) W! @% Z But lately I've grown cold,1 q' _0 T& @2 b
unconsoled by her extrasensory view.
+ m1 P7 L! X t/ c c- Y& A I think no need to speak-across: |' r% R4 Z' Z: ], a. y
the black tabletop, I don't want to know
3 e7 A1 k1 O$ f6 f2 R if I'll find a bright city,
8 ?8 f8 J- r0 q' G. q2 ~1 r& r q- J! V a room by the river,a love' g+ Q; w3 g9 s0 O/ o; t
I will recognize
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tattoo. O narrative of ether!' f$ a# f- R& b% r
O non-refundable3 w; Z4 f3 J, Z Q2 W. ]
life facts! say that what happens may not matter,
1 o* |4 s* O a: M5 S% K or that it matters as any
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embrace the old pact ]6 g) @4 Q- B) N
(her bra on the chair,
1 {# E0 {5 c6 A0 H7 Q- D2 Y his socks in the kitchen) that says
( {& r4 ^0 O2 n/ |' M/ K& i% W their love is level,
% n! y" P3 r- |" a. f2 g, b unfabled, new. Level with me,
) |# K0 ]3 i2 W( a+ q; `( n tell me why the dogs on the floor,$ ]7 c5 K+ j% J, U+ U8 _
little moon fed hounds of Delphi, seem so over it,
5 O+ V6 H9 o* }2 T+ h6 l2 \ so done with the fleas of destiny.
8 l' T$ T/ E1 A; D3 G- L8 x Maybe that's the right attitude,; |. Z5 Q. {5 y" A& O: B+ {$ g% X
no need to ask why I'm here on a perfectly blue Friday,
4 d, z- P4 q, c: S. D- n content with what the thin air,+ @' r. S# I$ }+ x
what the dust motes in the light say near the high window.
7 l% E3 x. _; `: {8 z I should've learned that music long ago/ U# R. {6 ~* d6 T9 m
O soundless number!
7 p1 s7 e4 k; \; o% n- l) y O jukebox of being that the dogs dream to!
8 f! r' L. ?9 H No faux crystal ball,
( `1 e1 s+ s X. H3 m no tea leaves or terrace in the nether* t a1 c/ W+ v% d7 N) y6 Y
reaches of my palm
! ~) ~0 m U [+ Y' W) v1 F2 t# E will make her answers
; Z+ P) d7 R8 W3 h' O less like hocus pocus in a purchased dark., b3 i/ \- y+ z. c
It's time to pay, to drive away
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to why love ends. How
) I2 J1 [, |% J4 x! A, I; q How a heart opens again.
4 f* t2 Z# O( x* ^/ X! l- } Why anything is true.
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